Yay, I’m almost recovered!
Today I could finally move again 😀
I got out, and took a big walk at first and boy, that was a relief!
I even found someone to talk with for a while!
I felt so trapped sitting at home all day, most of you can probably relate.
Afterwards I started a game project that I’ve been thinking about for a while. I’ll try to actually finish a project this time instead of starting something new all the time.
My friends asked me if I wanted to grab a drink with them but I stood strong and said no.
My thinking apparatus is waking up from a long long sleep it seems.
Tommorow the job hunt begins and let’s see where that takes me 🙂
This is so typical for me,
everytime I try to build up at least a little something, something gets in the way
It’s like I’m being put on a constant trial testing my durability.
The mind is strong but the body is weak 😀
Went to college, got depressed
Got a well paying job, broke my leg
Have the motivation to start again, BOOOM have a flu!
But eh, it could always be worse, I won’t keep my head low, wish myself a healthy bless you and even tho I’m laying in bed I can perfectly use that time to write more job applications (;
Sure this didn’t start the way I intended to buuut it’ll be good.
At least the flu greatly prevents me from smoking so that’s already a plus!
So today didn’t go down as expected.
My plan was to wake up soon, go to the so called ‘Arbeitsamt’ to look for a job and stuff.
But I woke up with a massive cold and didn’t feel like moving a muscle ;(
I know I know it’s a poor excuse for being lazy but I really couldn’t stand up.
But instead of crashing on the couch all day I decided to pick up my hobby of drawing.
I drew a duck, I wanted to upload it but it took too long, sorry.
I hope I’ll be better tomorrow, and at least I wrote one (!!) application today.
Better days are coming, I can feel it 🙂
Let’s hope for a better tommorow and yeah it’ll be good :3
Hello everyone 🙂
My name is Steve, I’m currently 23 years old and my live isn’t going the way I expected it to.
I am a NEET, in bad shape, I smoke a lot and I have a little alcohol issue.
16 cigs so far today a four beers.
And I want to change that, change isn’t a thing of some seconds, change happens overtime.
My Goals Are
- Getting a good job
- Quitting smoking
- To get back into shape
- Overcoming my social anxiety
- Reaching Freedom
So that’s why I created this blog!
I want to share my personal achievement s with the world and maybe YOU want to join and support me on my journey.
So stay tuned, things are going to change! 🙂